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Tired http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-tired

I am so tired….. I hate to complain but I am about to explode at work and in life. I have almost snapped at about 5 customers in the past week and I am just done. You know before I started working for my company I was patient, never got angry and was so laid back it was amazing. Now I could literally punch most everyone in the face and I hate my life. What’s worse. I have wanted to quit but I…

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Let’s talk about being an artist…. turtle shell!

I am an artist… I coined that term when I started not listening to people who were trying to tell me what to do and how to act. (also when I started making bomb stuff)

I am an artist, I went to school and was in the art department. I have literally been on the other end of the statement… “And you call yourself an artist” -That was made by a professor who’s heart is solid and frozen rock.

I have…

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as a lot of you know, I have been pursuing the life of a potter for about a year now… I did…

as a lot of you know, I have been pursuing the life of a potter for about a year now… I did ceramics in college and let it go a little and then am back again for good this time.

Now when I was in college I was good at ceramics. I wasn’t amazing and I wasn’t bad. But when I got to Washington I stepped up my game. It is amazing how hard work pays off sometimes. I have never really had a problem…

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I haven’t written in a while. It’s been a long and tired journey the past month. Boss was out for a while due to personal stuff so I took the reigns for 26 days strait. Plus I have been doing pottery non stop so it’s been fun. And as I sit outside letting the breeze in because my apartment is too hot, I look at the world around me. Someone recently asked me why I live in gold bar still. It is in…

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Retail Bullies.. stand up or be eaten and crushed alive

Let me tell you about bullies… they come in all shapes and sizes, and kids, they do not go away when you get older. Today I experienced a customer that was either having the worst day of his life, or gets high off of making other people feel terrible. I am a very happy person typically, I greeted this man with a smile (note I had a piece of string cheese in my hand… not kosher, but lunch had to…

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new babies and pen pals

Today my boss and his wife had their first child. a little girl names Grace Annabelle. I am so happy for him And so amazingly stressed out. finding out he left a lot of loose ends at work that I did not know about. Not to mention the auditor has been here for the past two days. Who on the contrary of auditor reputations is very nice, but still stressful, we did fine though. I tried to give him a…

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Audits http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-audits

So today out auditor for work came. He is really young for an auditor I would think but what am I to know. His name is bob. I have secretly named him Bobert. Super nice guy and he is from Ohio I was asking him if he liked it here in Seattle and he was telling me that the people aren’t very nice in general. And that he hasn’t found a nice good bartender. I thought that was a very valid way of…

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Thoughts http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-thoughts

I have been thinking about two things as of late.

First:

When do we officially grow up? And I don’t mean mentally.. I mean in the world.. Is it when we move away from our parents, or when we stop getting help financially? Or when we stop calling our mom to ask about life decisions? When do we grow up? is it an instance, or over time? I have been driving around in a car that I bought (I’ll admit,…

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Today was an interesting day. I hit a very very low point and a very very high point. Lets talk about the low. I got a text from my mom this morning telling me that my brother did not pass his test to become an air traffic controller. He has been in training for 3 months and I have not seen him work so hard in my life and be so dedicated. I am so proud of him, he is 29 years old and he has waited…

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I feel like this week has just been hard on everyone. by Boss has had a crummy week at work, I am stressing out beyond everything and my part timer came in today almost in tears. what is it about this week that is just kickin people right in the teeth and yankin them all out? I just wish we could all be happy for one day, at the same time… that would be nice.

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I feel like this week has just been hard on everyone. by Boss has had a crummy week at work, I am stressing out beyond everything and my part timer came in today almost in tears. what is it about this week that is just kickin people right in the teeth and yankin them all out? I just wish we could all be happy for one day, at the same time… that would be nice.

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the best kind of people… mad respect.

This is one of those days that was bad… but I feel like writing… don’t know yet what about… but it will come out I know it… so it might be a jumble but I think it will work.  I went to the gym today after a really really terrible day. And there is this guy who works there, really nice, and he knows that I am not a huge fan and when I walked in he say “Hey how are you!?” I reply with today was…

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I’m sitting at costco wasting time and I have a very clear view of the returns desk and customer service. I just watched a guy who was returning something drop a piece of paper on the floor and as he watched it drift to the floor he did nothing. The door attendant walked over, picked it up and threw it away for him without a word as he left. Humph!!!! This world we live in! It’s frustrating me…

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I am here. Every day. I wake up. I work. I sleep. repeat. And I feel like I haven’t…

I am here.

Every day.

I wake up.

I work.

I sleep.

repeat.

And I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything. I blame this on my parents, and myself. It really isn’t a bad problem to have. The problem of never being satisfied. Now I blame this on my parents, not because they were not good parents because they were… maybe too good. They never shot me down, never told me I wasn’t good enough… I blame…

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I feel like most people have this moment.. the moment where you accomplish something and everything that you have worked so hard for some reason just comes to a point where it makes sense and your bursting with excitement. This is the moment I have reached. I have tried my hardest in pottery and I have learned and worked freakin hard to get where I am… and tonight it payed off. And I’m not…

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