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that moment….

You know that moment, the moment when everything just happens to fall into place? Currently that moment is happening, right now! It is a great feeling, but I cannot help but feel that everything will come crashing down. You know, something always happens to just go wrong right at the wrong moment. Now I guess the difference in this case is that I fully expect this to happen, but I guess I am not…

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Life. http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-life

It’s amazing the moment you realize just how miserable you are and how long you have let yourself push away reality. I remember when I started working for the paint store, I immediately hated it. But I said, “stick with it Becca, it’s the right thing to do”. I have worked here a year and a half and my opinion hasn’t changed. I love my coworkers, but I hate my job.. It isn’t even the retail…

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That’s what good friends are for.

Today I had a rough day, I have kinda had a rough week… just a lot of stress and when stress comes for me, I turn into a hermit.  I actually left the event I was at tonight because I needed space. and I was just mad at the world, I shouldn’t have been, but I was. Then right when I needed it, one of my very best friends texted me because she was having a crappy day too. so I called her and talked…

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A house for a nomadic artist….

This week has been a crazy week…. crazy! along with my pottery getting noticed I took a leap of faith a couple weeks ago and decided to maybe start looking for a house. Now…. For most of you who know me. This is not something you would typically lay out for my life. I am probably the least likely to buy a house. But for those of you who really know me, and know my family. Buying a house is the…

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Tired http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-tired

I am so tired….. I hate to complain but I am about to explode at work and in life. I have almost snapped at about 5 customers in the past week and I am just done. You know before I started working for my company I was patient, never got angry and was so laid back it was amazing. Now I could literally punch most everyone in the face and I hate my life. What’s worse. I have wanted to quit but I…

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Let’s talk about being an artist…. turtle shell!

I am an artist… I coined that term when I started not listening to people who were trying to tell me what to do and how to act. (also when I started making bomb stuff)

I am an artist, I went to school and was in the art department. I have literally been on the other end of the statement… “And you call yourself an artist” -That was made by a professor who’s heart is solid and frozen rock.

I have…

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as a lot of you know, I have been pursuing the life of a potter for about a year now… I did…

as a lot of you know, I have been pursuing the life of a potter for about a year now… I did ceramics in college and let it go a little and then am back again for good this time.

Now when I was in college I was good at ceramics. I wasn’t amazing and I wasn’t bad. But when I got to Washington I stepped up my game. It is amazing how hard work pays off sometimes. I have never really had a problem…

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I haven’t written in a while. It’s been a long and tired journey the past month. Boss was out for a while due to personal stuff so I took the reigns for 26 days strait. Plus I have been doing pottery non stop so it’s been fun. And as I sit outside letting the breeze in because my apartment is too hot, I look at the world around me. Someone recently asked me why I live in gold bar still. It is in…

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Retail Bullies.. stand up or be eaten and crushed alive

Let me tell you about bullies… they come in all shapes and sizes, and kids, they do not go away when you get older. Today I experienced a customer that was either having the worst day of his life, or gets high off of making other people feel terrible. I am a very happy person typically, I greeted this man with a smile (note I had a piece of string cheese in my hand… not kosher, but lunch had to…

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new babies and pen pals

Today my boss and his wife had their first child. a little girl names Grace Annabelle. I am so happy for him And so amazingly stressed out. finding out he left a lot of loose ends at work that I did not know about. Not to mention the auditor has been here for the past two days. Who on the contrary of auditor reputations is very nice, but still stressful, we did fine though. I tried to give him a…

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Audits http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-audits

So today out auditor for work came. He is really young for an auditor I would think but what am I to know. His name is bob. I have secretly named him Bobert. Super nice guy and he is from Ohio I was asking him if he liked it here in Seattle and he was telling me that the people aren’t very nice in general. And that he hasn’t found a nice good bartender. I thought that was a very valid way of…

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Thoughts http://wp.me/s2N4qJ-thoughts

I have been thinking about two things as of late.

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When do we officially grow up? And I don’t mean mentally.. I mean in the world.. Is it when we move away from our parents, or when we stop getting help financially? Or when we stop calling our mom to ask about life decisions? When do we grow up? is it an instance, or over time? I have been driving around in a car that I bought (I’ll admit,…

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Today was an interesting day. I hit a very very low point and a very very high point. Lets talk about the low. I got a text from my mom this morning telling me that my brother did not pass his test to become an air traffic controller. He has been in training for 3 months and I have not seen him work so hard in my life and be so dedicated. I am so proud of him, he is 29 years old and he has waited…

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I feel like this week has just been hard on everyone. by Boss has had a crummy week at work, I am stressing out beyond everything and my part timer came in today almost in tears. what is it about this week that is just kickin people right in the teeth and yankin them all out? I just wish we could all be happy for one day, at the same time… that would be nice.

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I feel like this week has just been hard on everyone. by Boss has had a crummy week at work, I am stressing out beyond everything and my part timer came in today almost in tears. what is it about this week that is just kickin people right in the teeth and yankin them all out? I just wish we could all be happy for one day, at the same time… that would be nice.

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